You’re stubborn. You’ve actually been really stubborn with all the boys this summer
On our last date I told him I had gone to Lady Gaga the night before. He didn’t know who she was. I know. I know. That should have been a dealbreaker right there. But I digress. So I posted a video. A little…Poker Face. On his page. And he responded by thanking me. And saying something like he actually didn’t even mind it that much lol. But aside from that nothing. And here I am thinking. Hmm. Was what he said all bullshit? Because even since getting home that night it hadn’t sat quite right. I mean. I get not wanting to be in a relationship because your divorce fucked you up. But not wanting to say…bang away the pain…I’d never even really heard of a guy being like that. But maybe. I mean I’m sure. I guess it’s possible. And the split did seem awfully traumatic. But still. I mean really? So I tried to ignore those thoughts. Because they always say you should take a person at their word.
And here it was a week later. With no real contact. No asking how are you? No making plans to hang out. As friends obviously. But for a guy to spend 7 weeks hanging out with me because he thought I was just that awesome it would seem weird to suddenly cease the contact. Because. I mean. I’d understand hanging out that long if you’re getting laid. But to spend that much time with someone you just want to be buddies with? That’s just bizarre. I probably should take him at his word that he thinks I’m that awesome. Yes no? And that’s when my friend piped in. About how stubborn I am. About how stubborn I’ve been all summer with the “somethings“.
So I decide. If we’re doing the buddy thing afterall. I’ll just contact him. Because that’s what buddies do. They don’t sit around allowing the other buddy to make the first contact. They’re friends. They just dial it up. So that’s what I did. Well sort of. I mean. No dialing. Just facebooking.
SSD August 31 at 1:14pm
Hey kiddo 🙂
What’s new? How was your week?
Trucker Joe August 31 at 1:33pm
good SSD…. how r u???? i’m sorry bout things, i didn’t mean to b cruel and i didn’t think u were that into me,i didnt want to lead u on in anyway i just really liked hanging with u…. altho i like reading the blog, (u can be F.N. hilarious) i feel like a bit of a heel after reading it:(
what u been up to?
SSD August 31 at 1:53pm
Aww I wish we were having this conversation in person…because I don’t really know how to ease your burden without just saying the truth (which then makes me sound like a total jackass lol)…but basically don’t sweat it…and you were right…I wasn’t that into you…okay that came out wrong…it wasn’t like I wasn’t into you…but it’s not like I was into you either…I mean we barely know each other still…
Things to remember about me:
1. I’m not like other chicks (who are quick to think there’s a connection, fall in like, in love, etc. get super intense and all those other shenannigans)
2. Writing…is writing. Sometimes it gets dressed up. Sometimes it gets dressed down. It’s still the truth. Just better.
But seriously…don’t sweat it…bear in mind how I talk about “the hot guy from my gym” or the comments on that picture my friend just tagged of me on here of this swoony security gaurd…these are boys I’ve never EVEN talked to and my reaction to them…ya know…sometimes talk is just talk 🙂 because it’s fun…and this is my summer of fun ya know?
So is this why there’s been a lack of harassment on your part to hang out with me?…
Trucker Joe August 31 at 2:28pm
lol…. no i’m on nights for a while sooo my sched has changed a bit….. when i’m back too days i’d like to buy u a coffee or something….
the blog is awesome, i like to read it, u r soo talented and as u say it some of that shit is funny:)
SSD August 31 at 5:26pm
Sounds good….and thanks my blog aims to please 😛
So I do have to ask though…before we get too deep into the friendzone and it becomes weird to talk about…but I can’t not ask…A…because I’m a curious person…B. because my readers will ask and I’ll need something to explain it 😛
What was with the kissing? like…if you’re not attracted to me…why was there any kissing? Was it just a case of…well…I’ll just give it a try and hope an attraction to her grows? Did my one time mention of it via text make you feel super pressured or something? Did you just do it as some sort of misguided attempt to placate me so that I wouldn’t stop hanging out with you? Another reason I haven’t thought of? And honestly I’m asking in the most non-critical but super curious…I have to know the answer to things kind of way 🙂
Anyways hope the night shifts aren’t too brutual for ya 🙂
The end of days kind of quiet.
Even the crickets stopped moving.
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